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'~~~~~~ I was literally a starving actress living in NYC, waiting tables, going to auditions, and barely feeding myself. I had just enough money to pay my bills. If I had money, I would usually spend it to experience the stress rush of barely making ends meet. My colossal fear spirals around making the rent every month became an addictive pattern. I would go into stores and coffee shops that gave tasters of food, so I wouldn\'t have to buy anything or worry about overeating. My body was almost always empty. Then if there was an excess of food, I\'d eat/binge it quickly because I didn\'t feel safe. I remember eating all my Halloween candy right away as a child, so I didn\'t have to look at it or be haunted by its presence. When money came in a windfall, such as a big tip from a customer or a good acting gig, I couldn\'t let it sit in my bank account. I\'d spend it quickly, which took me back to the safer space of scarcity. Shopping made me feel empty and scared. I didn\'t like spending money on myself. I rathered, getting hand-me-downs from my sister. I was frightened about spending my money the same way I would sit down with my food in udder shame and fear of eating the right quality and quantity. Food & money, the dysfunction was alive & well in both areas of my life. I was anorexic with my money and food. I am quite transparent with my food journey. Although I don\'t often share the healing around money, it has been an enormous growth area that requires growth and attention. Luckily, my mentors have helped me heal my relationship with money. I recently joined Elizabeth Ralph The Spiritual Investor Club, a massive step in my sovereignty with money. She combines spirituality, intuition, and knowledge to create a financial plan for wealth. Investing has been scary for me. I don\'t know what the hell I am doing. Thank God for Elizabeth. The more time I spend with her, the more my wealth and thinking expand. Period. Elizabeth is seriously one of the coolest people I have ever met. Moved by an emotional calling to save horses from slaughter (her \"why\"), Elizabeth went from $15k in debt to retiring at age 39 in just 10 years. Do you struggle with finances? Wonder how to invest in an empowered, supported way? I am not a money coach, so I wanted to bring in an expert to start this conversation. I am privileged to interview Elizabeth inside Peace with Food and Body Confidence Group. ( link in bio) Money is power. Food is power. Elizabeth will help us expand the vision for what is possible. If you are ready to create more wealth right now, click the link for Elizabeth\'s Free Wealth Building Video Series. https://www.myfinancialstory.com/a/2147494644/Y7cekD5V Join My Peace with Food and Body Confidence Facebook Group: https://www.facebook.com/groups/peacewithfoodandbodyconfidence Go deeper with The Freedom with Food Complimentary Session: #moneyandfood #foodmoney #foodisenergy #moneyisenergy'
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